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 After  several months of breakup.. i realised that...moving on is not easy....you may can do everything to forget someone...but memories don't leave you so easily...you have to go through so many mood swing...sometimes you feel you have moved on and at the same time...you can feel the pain in heart..you still can remember  all about yesterday.. even after trying..so hard... you don't stop missing them...you miss them in each and every moment..you hide the truth from your family..friends that you can still feel the same... you might hate them for everything..all the bad things they did to you.... but you still fail to hate them because...heart knows that how much it loved... you can feel them in songs.. movies..and everywhere..you want to talk to them and want to smile like before...you tell the whole world that you are silent and feel numb. You tell yourself the lies that you are not into them and you are in ove with yourself..then why you see them in your dreams?? why every face reminds you of them.. why you suddenly start crying..?because the truthis you are only learning to live without them and thats what we call moving on.. when you know that being with them is not the right thing and also unloving them is something impossible.. then it hurts you deep..truth is that its the only solution and healing... fighting with your own thoughts and reminding your mind the reasons for unloving them. life goes on like this. time passes by and you learn to live with your loneliness.. soon you start finding peace by realising that all these thoughts are useless... you soon realise that peace is not in any person or relationship.. it was always inside you but you wasted your time finding somewhere else where you lost it...trust the process of healing..it is a time taken process to depends on your acceptance power. but don't lie to yourself...just accept it... if you can't unlove or can't hate that person...the fact is ..it is the sign that you need to forgive them.... i love you still....i always will......_____________________..........____________