After several months of breakup.. i realised that...moving on is not easy....you may can do everything to forget someone...but memories don't leave you so easily...you have to go through so many mood swing...sometimes you feel you have moved on and at the same time...you can feel the pain in heart..you still can remember all about yesterday.. even after trying..so hard... you don't stop missing them...you miss them in each and every moment..you hide the truth from your family..friends that you can still feel the same... you might hate them for everything..all the bad things they did to you.... but you still fail to hate them because...heart knows that how much it loved... you can feel them in songs.. movies..and everywhere..you want to talk to them and want to smile like before...you tell the whole world that you are silent and feel numb. You tell yourself the lies that you are not into them and you are in ove with yourself..then why you see them in your dreams?? why ...
Abah.... Abah jarang mengujar sayang.. Sebenarnya Abah memendam... Abah jarang mengerang kesakitan... Sebenarnya Abah banyak menahan... Abah memberi bila diminta wang... Sebenarnya masa tu Abah kesempitan... Abah berdiam bila ada permintaan... Petanda Abah berfikir mencari jalan... Agar permintaan anak dapat dikabulkan.... Meskipun dompet sudah kekosongan.... Abah... Dalam senyuman.. Terlindung keperitan.. Tertanam kepahitan.. Tertutup kedukaan... Demi anak kesayangan.. Benarlah kata pepatah... Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga... Kasih ayah sepanjang masa... Credit to Encik Mohd Fadli Salleh... for sharing this in FB TcherCollection-TC on 13 September 2015 13.59 pm..
Hanya tinggal kenangan...berat hati untuk melangkah ....kerana tanggungjawab i brave myself... its been 5 months i left my everything......kalau ikut tarikh surat officially dah 8 months sy bertugas di sini... masih lagi bertatih mencari kekuatan... tapi the real storm 3 months early.. Alhamdulillah berjaya melepasi saat kritikal.. hanya Allah saja yang tahu... betapa remuknya hati ni... uwauwauwauwa.... just nak jot down simple entry untuk kali ni.. maklumlah lama dah tinggal blog ni... nanti saya share lagi... my mood n passion kembali semula ni... since i tak sesibuk di skkg01... wawawaw.. i miss so much being busy.. tapi apakan daya just going with the flow right now.. may Allah ease everything.. ok.. see u later.....
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